Voices in my head

So I am looking for apartments in Savannah for my big move in May it has been a trial for sure.There are these voices in my head that say it is about time to move on with my life now that I lost everything in these past months .I just don't want to be a lone when I get to Savannah moving away from my family is hard enough.Change is good for the soul and is a part of life and i embrace this with open arms.I just hope my friends in Savannah and I stay close and see each other ,for it would sadden me if I lost anyone more.After loosing my father and stepfather every relationship,friendship is that more precious to me .