What has been going on

So here is my story I have to tell back when I was living in Portland then boyfriend Tom I was diagnosed with an illness I still struggle with now and I had a nervious break down  .Tom couldn't handle it and we broke up .We where going to get married it real hurt that he couldn't stand by me .I then moved back to Jackson Hole Wy and worked there dateing and doing okay until I had a nother nervious brake down and tried to kill myself.So after I got out of the hosptail I moved to Naples fl where my family livede.I work two jobs and go to school online to finish my degree and now and am moving to Savannah Ga my illness is worse .I was as planning on a trip to Savannah for Valentines day because I wanted to look at house( I found one anyways) and see friends.I also wanted to spend time with this guy I have feelings for,but it all feel through because he had to work late the day of my arrival so he told me the night before I was going to leave.Then he text messaged me the next day and told me he would be working late the next night too.Now he doesn't know that my illness is worse I don't know that he cares we hardly talk these days ,he and my friends are acting strange twords me it is a bit stressfull and heart breaking.There is one person that is not acting wreid twords me she is always nice to me and that means a lot to me .I wish everyone else would come around I could use the support.This sounds like no one gives a fuck about me when I know they do.